Dear Lord,
I am writing this conversation not as a complaint or as any special request to you. I just want to share things and no one better than you to do it.
The biggest blessing from you come to us when we got the good news after 3 month of the devastating news which shook both of us. It was very difficult to accept the loss we had. We were just thinking that why happyness was so short lived for us.
But from my learning I only believed that what ever you have done was good to us and you did not made us wait for longer to rejoice the same happyness once again in our life.
We started the new journey again with care and being secretive. We kept the news to only us and did not disclosed unless it was so necessary.
We had to keep this news secret even when we got to know that you have blessed my family with another happyness. The pleasure was immense and it was only with in our heart.
I got to know importance of my baby when he brought happyness in my family resolving all the conflicts in between. It was then when I realized how special is my baby fr me and family and this world.
With Great Position Comes Great Responsibility
yes this is true in my case also. I am seeing what all things I need to be responsible to. There are many places where I need to stand next to Ruby and I am trying my level best, though I fails sometime.
I am trying to be at par with her in all difficult time and will be. The journey is not getting stopped here but I need to continue further with this.
There are more add on to this. Its not a challenging work environment in personal space but also in the work space.
Things were very depressive and non encouraging. This struggle at work and life was very challenging and it's still.
Non-cooperative work environment, no support from the team members all are adding on top of the challenges.
As an when pressure mounts up my mind goes blank not able to think of any thing. Only thing that goes inside me that I have to keep moving with things in my hand and when it comes to my baby I dont have any option to stop.
All my pain will be paid off the day when I will hold him or her in my arm, just the though makes my eyes wet and I cant figure out the reason why so ? But I know this is the parent hood and am preparing my self for that.
One important thing is that I am moving not only in my personal space, my professional movement is also very much required and I need to learn both rolling on :)
I know I have the capability I just need to be persistent and keep moving ahead :) challenges will be always there
I am writing this conversation not as a complaint or as any special request to you. I just want to share things and no one better than you to do it.
The biggest blessing from you come to us when we got the good news after 3 month of the devastating news which shook both of us. It was very difficult to accept the loss we had. We were just thinking that why happyness was so short lived for us.
But from my learning I only believed that what ever you have done was good to us and you did not made us wait for longer to rejoice the same happyness once again in our life.
We started the new journey again with care and being secretive. We kept the news to only us and did not disclosed unless it was so necessary.
We had to keep this news secret even when we got to know that you have blessed my family with another happyness. The pleasure was immense and it was only with in our heart.
I got to know importance of my baby when he brought happyness in my family resolving all the conflicts in between. It was then when I realized how special is my baby fr me and family and this world.
With Great Position Comes Great Responsibility
yes this is true in my case also. I am seeing what all things I need to be responsible to. There are many places where I need to stand next to Ruby and I am trying my level best, though I fails sometime.
I am trying to be at par with her in all difficult time and will be. The journey is not getting stopped here but I need to continue further with this.
There are more add on to this. Its not a challenging work environment in personal space but also in the work space.
Things were very depressive and non encouraging. This struggle at work and life was very challenging and it's still.
Non-cooperative work environment, no support from the team members all are adding on top of the challenges.
As an when pressure mounts up my mind goes blank not able to think of any thing. Only thing that goes inside me that I have to keep moving with things in my hand and when it comes to my baby I dont have any option to stop.
All my pain will be paid off the day when I will hold him or her in my arm, just the though makes my eyes wet and I cant figure out the reason why so ? But I know this is the parent hood and am preparing my self for that.
One important thing is that I am moving not only in my personal space, my professional movement is also very much required and I need to learn both rolling on :)
I know I have the capability I just need to be persistent and keep moving ahead :) challenges will be always there
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